you guys just brought it upon yourselves. i hope i aint walking into a trap here though.
“i only want to enquire about your well being.”
what a load of bullshit there
they wasted my time today. my money. and it was just plain fooling around with the turmoil within. now the turmoil is growing again. my headache’s back and tomorrow, another trip down to nuh and another trip back into that stupid place for an “accessment”. bloody hell. can’t they even trust me and let me rest up in peace? why do they have to drag me out into this turmoil again. lord. please answer my prayer.
Fix you?
When you tried your best and you don’t succeed,
When you do what you must and not what you need
Fix you?
When you tried your best and you don’t succeed,
When you do what you must and not what you need
A mistake that served as a wake up call to fight it off even earlier. That this mistake will not occur again.
Divine intervention
This has been the best thing that happened to me all this while through this rough patch. I didn’t even have to bring up the issue about working in camp, and poof, a time extention unlike anything i’ve heard before appeared. Thank you lord, it’s all your plan i guess and i thank you that this is all true. Even up till now, it just feels too good to be true. As though i’m dreaming, but all this is real. Thank god for that.
sometimes i wonder, do i even know myself at all? what is the meaning of all of this?
I’m really worried that this thing manifest itself physically. It’ll be crap if tomorrow doesn’t go well and in my state and the physical manifestation that i might be going through brings me back in there. It’ll be horrible if that happens. Horrible.
my head spins, heavy, tired, fatigued. if that ’s the way talking out my issue is going to affect my physically, i don’t know if i want to carry on with it. or is this just stress? or anxiety, gripping and latching on to me without me even knowing?
