though nothing’s been heard on the RO yet, i guess when i ask my superior for the outcome and the instructions tomorrow, if its the news that i don’t wanna hear, i still WONT be mentally prepared for it.

 

i resist change, so that’s gonna suck in itself

its not like i’m leaving for better prospects( like ord for example.)

and the few good friends that i have there will be dearly missed.

and especially the brown, four legged loyal friend of mine. though i was never allowed to have one since i was younger, he has shown me a glimpse of how it would’ve been like. and how it will feel to actually lose a companion like that. i just hope the person taking over him from me will treat him well.

 

a summary of the thoughts and emotion i’ve been going through.

 

i have never dreaded a weekend this badly in my ns life before.